sometimes

I have too much to do - and i get so completely overwhelmed with how life is and how i wish it might be

sometimes

I have responsibility that I’m not sure how to rightly hold up

sometimes

I look at the days to come and wonder how I’ll make each day happen

sometimes

God does my jobs for me - like when I picked a book for my choir to study that I picked for bad reasons (cause i liked it) and our concerts seems to be its soundtrack.

sometimes

God sends me funny little encouragements - like a husband that likes to cut wood in our apartment

sometimes

i realize how not about me my life really is

sometimes

He calms the storm - with a whisper - peace be still - He could settle any sea - but it doesn’t mean He will - sometimes He holds us close - and let’s the winds and waves go wild - sometimes He calms the storm - and other times He calms His child